Wednesday, August 02, 2006
ehh... dont know what to post about. no mood to post. no one seems to bother anyway. ha. so... anywayz. life has been very regular for me. its so monotonous... its so different. i gouge myself with food thn so i'll feel better. what the heck! i better stop that. so unhealthy.i suddenly lost my direction. i'm reading the disciple thing just for the sake of completing it. and in the end. i feel worse as i come to realise how sinful and weak i am. oh lord god........... be with me. dont leave me!! i need you in my life. i see the troubles and problems that people are in but i can't do much to help. especially those ppl i regard very importantly..
where's the people who made promises to me. they're not here for me. i just feel so alone though i go out. i laugh and play. crapping around. but... sometimes. i really feel that the world has turn its back on me. but i know that i must still carry on for you lord..
help me walk the path you want me to. with all my heart. all my mind. all my soul. all my strength. love you and my neighbours as myself.
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