walls came tumbling down within a night.. what a day. what a freaking day.. i dont know how i knew but i just knew it was gonna happen sooner or later.. women's sixth sense ba..?? whatever.. six sense. ha.... those last six days..

i missed.. i am missing.. i should have looked longer into those eyes.. let you look at mi for a longer time. i want you to remember mi. forever.. remember everything bout mi right down to the smallest detail.. my gd my bad. my first.. will it be my last? you gave mi such happiness and wonder and open my eyes.. brought mi into a whole new world and you took it all away.. all away. there's no one better thn you..

42-6=36days.. the last six days sucked! it sucks big time!! sucks!now i understand fully why the reaction and attitude in those 6days.. suckiit!! so freaking stupid!! -_- sigh.. sigh! just let mi wallow in self pity for this moment... i'm so sad la!!!! so so so so sad my head hurts!! -_- damn it.. i cant belief i cried for 2hrs 20min.. gosh man.. freaking headache now.. arh! ... sigh.

jiawei asked mi this. "but one thing i wanna hear from u is that u won't drift away from god alright?"

seriously thank God for this friend of mine. =) i'm not by myself to face adversity. i have ppl who care for mi too. humanly needs are not the things tht God wants mi and all of us to go after. =) our Heart Mind Spirit is the thing tht God wants. i strongly belief in God's own timing and planning for each and everyone of us. we'll have our due rewards installed for us. God works in miraculous ways.. Amen!

it doesnt mean tht we're over.
we can still be friend. =)
i love you.
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