Monday, December 05, 2005
typing and retyping again. what's that on my mind this time that i can't put into words again. again its happening. i don't like the me that is like this. is it just me. that i can't overcome myself. my own barrier of nothing actually.. lying in bed not tossing not turning. staring into space. my glow-in-the-darks have been taken down. collecting too many dust.is it just me?? when people grow up, the more the responsibility the more you must do the more you'll feel too. ah crap. what am i talking bout.
how to put into words.. do you ever have that strong wanting the needing of someone for yourself. specially to care for you to encourage you being there for you.. this journey is not easy. it takes alot of effort alot of love alot of patience alot of tolerance to do so. God help me. don't let me walk this by myself. i can't. i can't do anything to help those i see suffering. to overcome this thing that i need to overcome. this.... thing i dont know. guide me. you know me best dear God.
i'm troubled. i'm scared.
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