post camp
Wednesday, May 25, 2005
so camp's ended already on 23rd may. dont want it to end though. haha. really gained alot during this camp. dont want the fire we got to die out. dont want the joy in me to disappear.. really want to share it with everyone. its super great to know god. his love his power everything bout him is awesome!! during the camp wasnt in the same grp as the person i had in mind. at first bit disappointed la. but anywayz.. really did get strength frm god again.. re-energised. experienced god. had a good good rest spiritually and physically. during camp there was this team bonding session.. and i learnt tht actually some ppl whom i thought dont care bout tuanQi at all actually do. i'm once encouraged to continue on serving god and ppl. pls god give me the strength to continue on and to share what i've experienced. and not let it be just a sudden 'gan dong'. got to know more ppl too during this camp. besides all of tht.. been thinking bout this person. actually always thinking bout this person. sigh. oh well.. but during The Journey.. i prayed to God bout this and handed it to Him to handle. i'm sure i'll get a bf and get married eventually de. yeh! and i had a deal with weifu just yesturday. see who gets married first. hahahh. dont know how come talk until we wanna get married by what age de.. he wanna get married by 25.. and mi anywhere before 25.
say alot of things.. but still i end up thinking bout this person. guess i still cant fully give it all to God to handle.. camp's ended. feeling... how to say. gan kai wan duan ba. hope i didnt give guanliang the wrong impression when he fall down thn i hold his hand... he's my di di you know.
and how come right. when you look into a particular person's eye thn you'll feel like ... indescribable leh... how to say. like stop breathing? there's a lump in your throat. want to look longer into his eye but thn ...... yah la.
so... up and down. sounds cliche but it seems like my breathing skipped a beat.
and it does so much feel like they (eyes) are telling mi something thn.. just cant seem to understand it.. ? time now is 10.54pm nite nitez ppl. swt dreamz~
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