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Monday, November 29, 2004
| sigh.. how.. last night gm suddenly wake up say i disturbin her slp.. when like diao.. i not even makin any noise lor.. -_- thn she also fell on the floor when tryin to stand up cos her leg weak le.. oh man...she like tht... how.. thn last night also siao diao liao le.. talkin at the top of her voice wantin to let the whole blk know tht she we 'bully' her. didnt let her eat.. is she no wanna eat one lor.. thn start sayin tht she bought the tv. she bought this house for us to live in and now we come and ill treat her. god will punish us blah blah blah.... oh sheesh... cant even get a a moment of peace.. but sigh.. pity her la... i dont wanna be like tht when i'm old.. how come other ppl's grandma ok de.. but thn mi gm not ok one... when she go 'bersak' tht time scary lor.. wanna jump out window.. wanna bang the wall. say we bully her. must well we take a knife and katok her head... its like what the heck sia?!?! why like tht one her?? thn today everything also back to normal. she happy happy like normal. as if nothin happened yesturday.. sometimes wished tht i were like her.. thn i also cant remember anything unhappy/bad tht's happen.. i really really really want the power of amnesia. thn can let ppl forget their unhappiness and sorrow.. it equally depressin when the ppl i care bout are down... and i dont know what to do or say to make thm feel less depress... maybe i feel too much.. a touch of clairvoyance??
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